Jalan Itu

ku beri diri ini peluang demi cinta dan kemaafan
kerna dahulu, detik-detik silam
kini muncul menghantui aku
dan pada jalan yang bakal ku tempuhi ini
aku tahu
semuanya yang pernah ku tinggalkan
akan berpaut padaku sepanjang ku melangkah
aku tatap di luar jendela kenderaan itu
tanpa ku tahu hala tuju, kemana diriku?
namun, akan ku pandu jua, dengan berharap


ke arah menuju destinasi itu
ku pandang ke jendela di tepi ku
ku lihat jalan berlalu, lenyap perlahan, sedikit demi sedikit
sambil ku putar memori kembali
pabila teringat semua tingkah ku, langkah ku
aku sesali


utuslah padaku, bagaimana?
bagaimana aku putarkan silap langkahku yang terdahulu?
yang pernah mengores, merobek perasaan
supaya aku pelajari, supaya aku berubah
supaya semuanya ini boleh aku letakkan titik noktah
kerna perjalanan ini
benar telah mengubah semuanya
dan kini, akan aku ikut naluri hatiku

~j shaun

Fragile

Haven't have I found the moment
To share the happiness
Haven't have I found the opportunity
To carve a smile on your lips

Do I have to lose you for the second time?
To you Lord I beg, not to...

Should I have to bear this pain
Strengthen me within, Lord
Carry me through this feeling

Because, I love...
Because, I cherish...
Because I am not willing to be without
Because this fragile self shall break to pieces
Because I'll lost my way
On this mapless path

~j. shaun

Teman

Jadikan aku teman hidupmu
Aku yang setia menunggu
Bukalah hatimu yang cuma keliru
Sayang dengarkan dulu aku
Kamu... Satu
Bukan dia terbaik untukmu
Kamu.. Satu
Sempurna itu engkau dan aku

Cintaku..
Ku yakin kau tahu
Ku mahu dirimu
Cubu, cuba kau fikirkan dulu
Dirimu tunjukkan diriku
Tak mungkin menyatu
Aku pasti kan tunggu dirimu

Taken from Teman by Caprice and Hayad

Too Much Love?

the moment I look into your eyes

it whispers to me a sad tale

I'm leaving, it says

leaving you with all the memories

and let this chapter be over with

I know it all be over

but I can't seem to let go

you asked for a reason

and I left without another word to say

what should I do?

to have your attention once more

even if I have to beg for you to be here with me

look at me, dear

would it be wrong to love you that much?

please don't ask me why

because I just don't know

i don't want it either

when you said you're leaving

would you still find the courage?

to love me once again

would it be a mistake?

~j shaun

In The Name Of Love

this is me

with this feeling stuck in me

the presence of you and the other in my life

why had it taken a lifetime

for your love is now owned

while me and the other

doesn't seem to share what we used to feel

why had it seems so easy

for the rest having themselves loving eachother

why had it been so hard

for we're still in this confuse state each otherness

lost without the blessing of love

in the name of love

this heart shall not be torn apart

till then when death shall come

only shall this feeling be for you

in the name of love

rather I allow myself be torn in life

because I believe that one day we'll finally be together

hereby, I swear my dear

in the name of love

~j shaun

Let There Be Nothing But No Lies

time goes by since we first meet

have not then I asked you my dear?

should I ever let you down

would you ever regret this baby?

its true you're not my first

ever had before i allowed this heart filled

and at this moment, love

you say to me

let there be nothing but no lies between us

now, it's for you to decide

because I am here as myself

shall you decide, I will respect

to any that you'll make

before we cross that border

for a distance it might

where we would lost our paths

just tell me, just say it...

and she responds~

dear, whatever you might are

I want you to know

I will always love you

~j shaun